I've been bad

And I probably even deserve a spanking. Haha, that is something I would simply never allow so I guess I'll have to censure myself. I have been completely incommunicado. In short, callously unresponsive and uninterested. Oh well, my whims take me here and there and this hiatus is no exception. I'm back - and happily so!

I have been plotting my return for the last few days. Watching the French film Maitresse inspired me to finally lift the mantle of self-imposed silence.

Toys, Toys and More Toys

Amazon is currently having a huge sale on tools of my trade. I have added several of the heavily discounted items to my wishlist.
You purchase one, it's sent directly to my mailbox. You quiver with anticipation imagining all the ways I might use it on you...a beautiful way to while away the hours.

Link to the sale

Hosting at the Laughing Mistress Salon 9/30 - 10/3

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Boston Based Kinksters Beware - Visiting Boston Sept 26th-Oct 4th

I'm heading back your way, Boston.
As usual, I plan to host in a centrally located luxury hotel.

Inquire via email: mistressfelina@gmail.com.

Toodles & Taunts,
Mistress Felina

Learning to love my new dungeon!

I consider myself incredibly fortunate to have found a place to play and explore and enact scenes of a delightfully debaucherous hue.
The walls are red brick - two feet thick on all sides but one, which is four feet thick. This insular structure is reflected in the atmosphere of the incredibly large main room. Lofty ceilings punctuated by several skylights, concrete floors covered in Persian rugs and ingenious contraptions designed to tickle, tease, torture and cajole inspire fear and tittilation in all who dare to enter.
I hope to shoot some photos there soon. Meanwhile, here's another picture from my latest mini-shoot.

My 3rd Review & a View from Below

I was planning to post this much earlier, but I suppose it still has plenty of shelf life.

This review was written in late July.

I have since played with the pet in question, subjecting him to some highly therapeutic humiliation...Carole Barrow

Fancy a flogging, Craving CBT? Currently Scheduling in San Francisco

Panting for penance here in the City by the Bay.
I'm here in my beautiful home town, San Francisco, and am accepting respectful inquiries from local submissives.
You may reach me via email: mistressfelina@gmail.com


The dice of Love are madness and turmoil. -Ancient Greek Poet

I Have Found a Highly Competent Web Designer...

So thank you all for your inquiries. My new site will debut within a few weeks.

I should also mention that I have been welcomed into a beautiful new dungeon in San Francisco. I am taking appointments scheduled for August 21st and beyond.

Please inquire via email: mistressfelina@gmail.com

Last Boston Trip of the Summer!

Returning to Boston for my last trip of the summer, August 11th-15th. I will host in my centrally located luxury hotel and there's a possibility that I will also host sessions at the celebrated Laughing Mistress Salon.

I'll keep you all posted!Carole Barrow

Another Review

I'm racking up the kudos in Boston. Now if I could only get my San Francisco location, perhaps I'd have a few local reviews.

Here it is.

Hidden Kink

I knew that delving deeper into this world of kink would influence my perspective, somewhat, but never the extent to which the scales would fall from my eyes. During a recent session in Boston, I had my first glimpse of a chastity device in use. It resembled the one pictured below.

The slave in question appeared to be as vanilla as imaginable - isn't that so often the case? He's young, attractive, all the accouterments, just one hidden, chaste condiment.

Now I feel as though I've been granted x-ray vision. I'm visualizing kink under every cuff-link, cravat and cummerbund.

Feline Tendencies

As I prepare for a session on this rainy Boston day, it strikes me how often my interactions with subs resemble cat and mouse games.
The female and feline natures seem to share many similarities - a sense of mystery, a will of one's own, the tendency to shun tiresome mortals. The mice are apparently inferior beings, yet they fascinate and amuse their predators who prefer to toy with, stalk and coax them into a false sense of security before the inevitable coup de grace.
Meow....

My New Home on the Web

My new site just went live. It's simple, but it's a start.

If there are any incredibly talented web designers out there, I'd love to hear from you.

I'd love to incorporate a bit of a Hans Bellmer/Bruno Schulz aesthetic.

Bound for Beantown Once Again - Available July 27th

A few Boston subs have been clamoring, whimpering and whining for me to return to that other city by the Bay. So, I'll happily indulge you all with another visit beginning July 27th and lasting about a week or so. I'll host in my centrally located luxury hotel.

Inquire via email: mistressfelina@gmail.com
Generosity, true submission, and deliciously wicked intellect are qualities I cherish most.

Another Review!

I was very pleased with a sub of mine for his diligence in writing my second review!
It's always lovely to learn that my efforts are not unappreciated.

On another note, I am working on a proper website. At present, I'm looking into a few free domme sites, but would love input from those of you who have web-design expertise. Your creativity will not go unrewarded...Carole Barrow

Night of the Iguana

I had a terrible case of insomnia one recent night, and was writhing in frustration and self-pity when I turned on the telly and was rewarded with an unusual cinematic gem. Why are all the good flicks on at 4am anyway?

It must have been my third time watching The Night of the Iguana
starring the inimitable Ava Gardner and Richard Burton.

One of the most salient scenes features Deborah Kerr trying to soothe a hysterical Richard Burton as he struggles to release himself from the hammock which has become his prison. The women had tied him up, head to foot and suspended him there.

After pleading and grappling with a gorgeously drunken Ava, he admonishes Deborah Kerr's character with a rather resonant complaint, :..."I thought you were sexless. But you've just become a woman. And do you know how I know that? *you* like *me* tied up! All women, whether they wish to admit it or not, would like to get men into a tied-up situation."

Those lines always send me into wicked fits of laughter...

On the Brink...of Returning to Boston. June 17th - June 26th

I have some unfinished business in Boston and am irrationally exuberant about my upcoming return visit. I just love the preponderance of little sissies there. So well educated, dapper and demented.

I will host in my centrally located luxury hotel.
Spanking, tease and denial and light bondage are my favorite diversions...among others. A generous tribute will be expected.

Dare to inquire? mistressfelina@gmail.com

Back Home to Dreary SF

Home in San Francisco and the weather's pretty gloomy. Still, some exciting projects await me and I'll delve into them with characteristic gusto.
Had some fascinating adventures in Boston with delightful sissies and cuckolds. I have discovered that I have a natural knack for dreaming up the most humiliating and emasculating nuggets of wickedness and uttering them into my subs' ears.
Due to one root-canal-thwarted session, I'm still frustrated at not having yielded my paddle in quite some time - or hardly at all, really. Must find just the right candidate on which to break it in. Hmmmm...

Boston, I Have Arrived - And My Enthusiasm is Boundless

Although a bit jet-lagged, I'm eager to get blazing on new projects! My creative side feels particularly potent.

Whenever I visit Boston, I always feel as though I am returning to a second home. Since every other visit has been in the midst of freezing temps, snow and rain, the gorgeous weather today casts a new light on the city. I'm seeing it as if for the first time. Of course sleep deprivation embues the views with a gaussian blur...but I'll fight the fatigue. I'm not the napping type.

I'm ever so slightly giddy as I ponder the cruel agenda I have in mind for a lucky few during my stay.

Fond Memories of The Laughing Mistress Salon

As I prepare for my upcoming visit to Boston, I can't help reminiscing about my long, fascinating days of training at The Laughing Mistress's SM Academy.

Some time ago, Mistress Ava took me under her wing for a spell, and it opened my mind to the true potential of female dominance. As her Salon's name would imply, her approach is one of playful contempt - an attitude with which I instantly identified. Her stable of willing subs eagerly subjected themselves to my amateurish strokes of the whip, shocks from the wand and the humiliation of lashes from the tongue. When I witnessed their dedication, I was enthralled and exhilarated. Mistress Astrid shared practical advice and gave me a wicked whirlwind makeover. Sheathed in latex and leather and armed with sadistic new skills, I felt more empowered than ever.

I am grateful to them for helping me unearth the expression of my true dominance. Though I have years to go before I reach Mistress Ava's skill level, her passion for the art of BDSM has inspired me to pursue this dark but ultimately healing passion. The journey is well underway and there's no looking back.

What was that about Pandora's box??