Poignant quote

If I were that cigarette in your mouth, I would die of happiness.

I've been bad

And I probably even deserve a spanking. Haha, that is something I would simply never allow so I guess I'll have to censure myself. I have been completely incommunicado. In short, callously unresponsive and uninterested. Oh well, my whims take me here and there and this hiatus is no exception. I'm back - and happily so!

I have been plotting my return for the last few days. Watching the French film Maitresse inspired me to finally lift the mantle of self-imposed silence.

Have Harness, Will Travel - Part One

I had a late night moment of inspiration. This story is a work in progress - hope you'll enjoy it so far. It's really just a snippet. I'll update soon with another installment.

Have Harness, Will Travel

Buckling my supple leather harness across my right hip is such a sensual act – the sound of the metal buckle clanking, the subtle snap of leather, the pressure of the suction end of the dildo against my crotch. I love the irony of the pink ruffles that adorn the fringe. A potent mixture of fear, anticipation and titillation flashes in my submissive’s eyes as he surreptitiously spies my sizeable appendage despite his bowed head and floor-anchored gaze.

I reach down toward my kneeling pet and tug the hair at the nape of his neck, tilting his head back, exposing this jugular, and more importantly, his quivering lips. I nudge the tip of my seven-incher toward his face. He closes his eyes as I teasingly rub my bulbous rubber wand across one cheek and then the other, grazing his lips in a tactile figure eight.

I shove the head into his waiting mouth and meet with feigned resistance. I thrust deeper as he struggles for air and softly whimpers. All pretense evaporates as he begins to suck in earnest, rhythmically even. His body sways, his hands are cuffed behind his back.

There's No Place Like Home

As a few of you have noted, I never mentioned my latest trip to New England. I relied on my advertisements to get the word out. Sadly, I have neglected my blog for several weeks and that led to some of you missing out on my last visit. Mea culpa.

I'll keep my travel schedule up to date here religiously.

Having said that, I must add that I am incredibly happy to be home in San Francisco. This town is a glimmering gem - undulating with Victorian beauty and buzzing with bohemian charm.

I have been away for far too long! Hoping to enjoy this gorgeous season here in my home base as much as possible...however there is another trip to New England on the horizon. Again, my blog entries will reflect any upcoming travel plans.

-Mistress Felina

Back in Beautiful San Francisco

My Boston and Rhode Island adventure was a lot of fun. I particularly enjoyed sessioning at the Laughing Mistress Salon. Details of especially intense encounters will follow soon.

I'm back home in San Francisco, enjoying the sunshine and looking forward to booking new appointments at my gorgeously appointed dungeon.

Please inquire at mistressfelina@gmail.com

New Shoes

I bought the most precious pair of black patent leather pumps today. Click clock down the sidewalk they go. They have excellent trampling and cbt potential, but for tonight, they make their debut at a posh Boston restaurant. There's something about the gleam of patent leather that inspires confidence. It also reminds me of those little maryjanes I ritually wore to church as a little girl - set off by frilly white lace socks, of course. I think I'll skip the socks this time around.

Toys, Toys and More Toys

Amazon is currently having a huge sale on tools of my trade. I have added several of the heavily discounted items to my wishlist.
You purchase one, it's sent directly to my mailbox. You quiver with anticipation imagining all the ways I might use it on you...a beautiful way to while away the hours.

Link to the sale

Hosting at the Laughing Mistress Salon 9/30 - 10/3

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Learning to love my new dungeon!

I consider myself incredibly fortunate to have found a place to play and explore and enact scenes of a delightfully debaucherous hue.
The walls are red brick - two feet thick on all sides but one, which is four feet thick. This insular structure is reflected in the atmosphere of the incredibly large main room. Lofty ceilings punctuated by several skylights, concrete floors covered in Persian rugs and ingenious contraptions designed to tickle, tease, torture and cajole inspire fear and tittilation in all who dare to enter.
I hope to shoot some photos there soon. Meanwhile, here's another picture from my latest mini-shoot.

My 3rd Review & a View from Below

I was planning to post this much earlier, but I suppose it still has plenty of shelf life.

This review was written in late July.

I have since played with the pet in question, subjecting him to some highly therapeutic humiliation...Carole Barrow

Fancy a flogging, Craving CBT? Currently Scheduling in San Francisco

Panting for penance here in the City by the Bay.
I'm here in my beautiful home town, San Francisco, and am accepting respectful inquiries from local submissives.
You may reach me via email: mistressfelina@gmail.com


The dice of Love are madness and turmoil. -Ancient Greek Poet

I Have Found a Highly Competent Web Designer...

So thank you all for your inquiries. My new site will debut within a few weeks.

I should also mention that I have been welcomed into a beautiful new dungeon in San Francisco. I am taking appointments scheduled for August 21st and beyond.

Please inquire via email: mistressfelina@gmail.com

Last Boston Trip of the Summer!

Returning to Boston for my last trip of the summer, August 11th-15th. I will host in my centrally located luxury hotel and there's a possibility that I will also host sessions at the celebrated Laughing Mistress Salon.

I'll keep you all posted!Carole Barrow

Another Review

I'm racking up the kudos in Boston. Now if I could only get my San Francisco location, perhaps I'd have a few local reviews.

Here it is.

Hidden Kink

I knew that delving deeper into this world of kink would influence my perspective, somewhat, but never the extent to which the scales would fall from my eyes. During a recent session in Boston, I had my first glimpse of a chastity device in use. It resembled the one pictured below.

The slave in question appeared to be as vanilla as imaginable - isn't that so often the case? He's young, attractive, all the accouterments, just one hidden, chaste condiment.

Now I feel as though I've been granted x-ray vision. I'm visualizing kink under every cuff-link, cravat and cummerbund.

Feline Tendencies

As I prepare for a session on this rainy Boston day, it strikes me how often my interactions with subs resemble cat and mouse games.
The female and feline natures seem to share many similarities - a sense of mystery, a will of one's own, the tendency to shun tiresome mortals. The mice are apparently inferior beings, yet they fascinate and amuse their predators who prefer to toy with, stalk and coax them into a false sense of security before the inevitable coup de grace.
Meow....

My New Home on the Web

My new site just went live. It's simple, but it's a start.

If there are any incredibly talented web designers out there, I'd love to hear from you.

I'd love to incorporate a bit of a Hans Bellmer/Bruno Schulz aesthetic.

Bound for Beantown Once Again - Available July 27th

A few Boston subs have been clamoring, whimpering and whining for me to return to that other city by the Bay. So, I'll happily indulge you all with another visit beginning July 27th and lasting about a week or so. I'll host in my centrally located luxury hotel.

Inquire via email: mistressfelina@gmail.com
Generosity, true submission, and deliciously wicked intellect are qualities I cherish most.

Another Review!

I was very pleased with a sub of mine for his diligence in writing my second review!
It's always lovely to learn that my efforts are not unappreciated.

On another note, I am working on a proper website. At present, I'm looking into a few free domme sites, but would love input from those of you who have web-design expertise. Your creativity will not go unrewarded...Carole Barrow

Night of the Iguana

I had a terrible case of insomnia one recent night, and was writhing in frustration and self-pity when I turned on the telly and was rewarded with an unusual cinematic gem. Why are all the good flicks on at 4am anyway?

It must have been my third time watching The Night of the Iguana
starring the inimitable Ava Gardner and Richard Burton.

One of the most salient scenes features Deborah Kerr trying to soothe a hysterical Richard Burton as he struggles to release himself from the hammock which has become his prison. The women had tied him up, head to foot and suspended him there.

After pleading and grappling with a gorgeously drunken Ava, he admonishes Deborah Kerr's character with a rather resonant complaint, :..."I thought you were sexless. But you've just become a woman. And do you know how I know that? *you* like *me* tied up! All women, whether they wish to admit it or not, would like to get men into a tied-up situation."

Those lines always send me into wicked fits of laughter...